I cannot explain when, how or even why I became a disciple of the Christian faith.
I know I've had faith in God for as long as I can remember. In my childhood, God was a support, but also ever-present in prayer and thought. Everything was easy and without doubt or metaphysical ruminations.
I have not lost my faith in God and His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ. My opinions and ideas about what my faith means, however, have both deepened and become more difficult. Life is not always black or white, nor is it so one-sided and simple as my childhood faith was.
The only thing I can always be sure of is that whatever wrongdoings, whatever confused thoughts I may ponder, and no matter what mistakes I make, God will always be there for me. Perhaps that is also what faith is all about. Being infinitely loved despite not always deserving it.
May God's peace be with you!